TW: miscarriage

January 9th was one of the happiest days of my life. I immediately contacted an OB and began the process of determining if I was having another ectopic pregnancy. I went in twice weekly for blood work to ensure my hcg was doubling correctly. My greatest fear was losing my remaining tube and becoming sterile in my 20’s. Daniel went with me to every single appointment and we waited for the worst. Pregnancy after loss is bizarre. The unadulterated joy is lost completely. Instead every time you go to the OB you wait for the worst news or check the toilet paper every time you wipe to see if there’s blood. At week 6 our baby had a heartbeat and was implanted in my uterus, exactly where it should be and my numbers were rising perfectly. We then went in for our 8 week appointment and during the ultrasound there was silence. Deafening silence. They moved us into another room and explained that our baby no longer had a heartbeat and my body was continuing on with the pregnancy regardless. This is called a missed miscarriage. I still had all the pregnancy symptoms but my baby had already passed away inside me. The next day I had a D&C surgery because my body wasn’t reacting the way it should and passing the baby. My body is recovering and our minds are healing. Our family will continue to praise God in the peaks and in the valleys even when we do not understand Gods plan. We would appreciate your prayers as we mourn our second pregnancy loss. I now have two guardian angels who I long to meet one day 👼👼 #miscarriage #miscarriageawareness #miscarriagesupport #pregnancyloss #ttcjourney #ttccommunity

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