DAYS OF EATING PROPERLY PART 2 - CHIPS, WRAPS + SOME VERY GOOD SNACKS - ANOREXIA RECOVERY

Mother's Day! Mum is the greatest person ever and I am so lucky to have her, I don't know how she is so happy and strong, she always makes every situation a good one, and every person smile.

Egg, bacon, beans and toast.

Had a very chilled day, went for a walk and Blaze loved getting alllll the sticks! Satara made Mum an amazing card, I tried some new spread on tiger bread yum, and we got chips for dinner (omg not a roast yeah I know crazy!) which was a challenge, I had battered chips as well as normal! Also because I felt I annoyed people before so then it was easier for my head to mess with me well GO AWAY ED I ATE THE CHIPS AND HAD A HUGE SNACK lol editing is cringe but it even makes me think ok I cried but I am doing better than before, I am realising each time I panic that it is so silly and am able to then think realistically and it is hard but awesome!

A little talk whilst eating my biscoff bagel.

Monday was the day of the dinner that changed things. I didn't video anything all day on Monday but tried super hard and had a really good dinner, a proper portion, and before dinner I knew it would be hard but a great achievement and turning point so I decided to film it. I thought I hadn't done well because I cried, but that isn't true. Dad talked to me about it, and I didn't do badly or 'fail', I did so well, and I am glad! I am learning from every challenge and achievement, every success and hardship!

(also I have a bit of tissue on my nose the whole time lol hello supportive tissue thank you so much x)

On Tuesday I tried hot milk with cereal for the first time (so crazy), all bran! Mum said she used to have it a lot so I thought let's give it a go!

Made my first ever wrap for lunch it was DIVINE! Went into town and popped to co op, and got some food and yes wow I actually ate the food the same day!! I had a Marshmallow rice krispies square then wondered if chocolate was nicer...

cottage pie for dinner was amazing of course and duh I scraped the bowl, Blaze was being super cute as usual all evening and thennnn Mum and I did a TASTE TEST! Tried the Eat Natural bars, which are such a huge fear and I remember years ago wanting one and Mum loved them but I wouldn't have one, NUTS AND SEEDS AND JUST OMG IT WAS SO GOOD! And....... DIVINE CHOCOLATE! Literally - it is called Divine!

Hope you like the vid, a bit random just a vlog really filled with good food and good times and lessons and life!

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