DAYS OF EATING PROPERLY, OR AT LEAST TRYING - HAVE A PANIC, THEN A PIZZA - ANOREXIA RECOVERY

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I am making more and more effort in recovery, and pushing harder than I ever have.

I am proud of what I achieved in this video, and I am also proud to say I am doing even better now than here (which is crazy). I want to document the whole of my recovery. I hope you like the video...

WE GOT ICE CREAMS! IT IS OFFICIALLY STARTING TO FEEL A LITTLE SUMMER-EY! What a beautiful day it was, Blaze loved the swans and ducks of course.

I had falafels for the first time (well, pakora, but I think they're the same - anyway, they were delicious!). Satara made panna cotta! She is so amazing! I also discovered how incredible pretzels are dipped in melted biscoff.

Then on Friday I made the most AMAZING lunch honestly it was so good I am still not over it, and it was a very different lunch for me. I then panicked after (lol w h y) but Dad saved the day again. We took blaze to play fetch, and enjoyed the great beauty of being by the sea. And I am glad I challenged myself and panicked, because every single day is a day you live and also learn. Also I realise after I panic how silly it is and actually the next time I can get myself out of it or am actually able to realise I am being irrational.

Panicked after lunch but went on to have pizza for dinner - winnnnnnnninggg! I also had the most beautiful mocha ice cream y u m (it really was, you should try it).

Another vid like this up soon, a part 2 perhaps..?

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