LOST IN DARKNESS | a film by swoop

This has been such a difficult time, and something I've never shared before, but it nearly broke me and left me feeling totally lost, and like I can't do this anymore. I'm not ok, but I am working on myself and I hope to be one day. This has been a lonely lifelong struggle for me, but creating this film has shown me that I am not alone, and that you are not alone. I hope this film helps you through the tough times, and reminds you that it's ok to not be ok sometimes, but that you are not alone. I'm so thankful to be able to share part of my story with you.

I shared a very rough draft of part of this a while ago, and this is the final film that I premiered at Buffer Festival, and was honored to win the award for Excellence in Cinematography. That award means so much to me, not because of a trophy, but because it gave me the chance to meet so many of you face to face, and hear your brave stories.

Please share this with someone who might find this encouraging, or share it with someone you've tried to explain these emotions to, it will help them understand what it really feels like.

Watch my film about going to Buffer Festival, the premiere, and winning the award: "This Wasn't Supposed to Happen"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qgZwdyxhwIQ

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Watch my video - How I Lost 600,000 Subscribers Overnight:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IKMlObOwzkc

Why I Quit:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ejGeiBVt81c

CREDITS:

Written, directed, edited, color by:
SWOOP

Director of Photography:
SWOOP

'A' Camera Operator:
Dirt Hollywood

'B' Camera Operators:
GS Ford
Danyelle McBroom
Billy Brenner

Gaffer:
GS Ford

Key Grip:
Billy Brenner

Sound Design:
Dirt Hollywood

Swing:
Rod Kim
Vince Cirino

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