i'm not okay

I needed to share this and finally open up about what almost broke me this week. I'm not okay, but I hope I will learn to be one day. This has been a life long struggle for me, but I feel like I'm finally taking better steps to heal. Thank you for letting me share this with you all. It terrifies me, but I've held it in so long, and that was making it all the worse, so I thought I'd reach beyond my comfort and try sharing instead.

I dedicate this film to anyone who's ever felt lost like this. You are not alone. Please do not worry about me, that's not why I'm sharing this. I just want to always be genuine and real with you guys no matter what life looks like!

Please share with someone you know who might find this encouraging.

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