This wasn't supposed to happen

This wasn't supposed to happen, but it did. At least that's what I keep telling myself. I never thought something like this could happen to me, and I'm still learning how to accept it and not doubt myself in spite of it, which is such a strange feeling. But I wanted to share this very real, surreal moment with you, because you're a big part of the reason why I even made it here. It's crazy how life is, and how I never thought I'd ever experience this. Thank you for being here with me.

WATCH my short film here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JLZMEGtGihY
It would mean the world to me if you watched and shared it! Let's have a viewing party!

How I Lost 600,000 Subscribers Overnight:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IKMlObOwzkc

Dear YouTube We Need to Talk:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aqA87qt3C7A

Why I Quit:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ejGeiBVt81c

You can download/stream the music here for free for a month (you won't be charged at all): http://bit.ly/2PnlfuK

Who should I collab with next?! Do you guys like these types of films? Let me know in the comments!

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Thank you to my lovely Producer Patrons who helped make this video possible:
Candy Francesconi
Infinite Wisdom
Babs

I'm so thankful for all of you. Even though I still feel in shock, because I'm not used to good things, you all teach me everyday to appreciate myself the way I try to appreciate others.

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