This scenario showed me how much I’ve grown as a person. ❤️‍🩹

I actually for the first time ever did not get effected. I’ve mentioned this before that our insecurities are what really trigger us. And being called “fat” before I would give explanations of how I’m depressed and not feeling motivated hence I looked like the way I did. However now, even though I know I’ve put on extra weight I really do not care. And there wasn’t any clarification given.

Because I don’t care. Can my body still do ninja like things with the added weight? Fuck yes. Am I feeling bad about how my body looks? Fuck no.

It’s honestly taken me DECADES TO actually be okay with my body and now I realise that i am.

Also, of course I’ll workout and get stronger and all that jazz but does it mean I’m going to hate my body during the process? Fuck no.

Also, this isn’t a post to get angry at someone for their well lack of empathy or whatever because let’s face it not everyone will be politically correct they way you want and who the fuck cares. Someone’s perception of you doesn’t take away your worth. And it’s not like he was lying or coming from a bad space. Wa at his the first time I met this priest. Yes. He was just being straightforward. And should he shouldn’t he have said is not what I care about.

But the fact that it didn’t effect me does. I guess this is what being comfortable in your body feels and well, looks like.

I’m not sensitive about it where I need to give back or teach someone a lesson. That’s how I know I’ve grown.

You do you boo, and I’ll still live my unadulterated healing life ❤️‍🩹

Видео This scenario showed me how much I’ve grown as a person. ❤️‍🩹 канала Natasha Noel