Queen Of The Avenue- Kyler J. 2024 take

I’ve been writing all these insane captions, my thumbs should be tired from all these unhinged rants about everything. Finally I feel something other than nothing whether it be pain or absence. If I feel, then I’ll write when I can. Ill try to make sense of the loss, the emptiness, ill try to put it into a phrase to simplify. But I can’t just tell stories. I have to cry about them too, I have to live them. I do live them, I’ve almost died for them a few times. And am I proud of that? I’m ashamed of myself just for living the way I have. By the time I realized it was far too late. So why would I ever change at all, why would I reconcile. It all seems worthless now. The only emotion within me is a deep deep unshakable sadness. It’s always been there, but it lied dormant for a long time. I almost forgot who I was. It’s terrible to be back and to remember once again… that’s all I’m going to say. Anyways here’s a song from a few years ago. I think it was written for me by the gods and I just wrote it down at the right time when they spoke it to me. I wished I’d never feel such pain again, and here I am, I’m back.

Queen Marie
She lives a block off the avenue
She wears your heart in her eyes
And her blood runs blue
Her lipstick skin
Starts a fire in your memory
And she stirs you around
Like the cream in her coffee

Her hairs grown long
Like the vines around her door
She mops your tears down the drain
That you cried on the kitchen floor
When the clock on the wall
Grins right in your face
You stretched yourself
Till you filled up the space

Now you’re eyes are dried
And your muscles refuse to move
The avenue grows dark
And the music concludes
Every loving hello
Was met with a tearful farewell
Well it’s all over now
Baby blue only knows to dwell

If I said I didn’t miss her
I told myself a lie
Sometimes I lose my breath
When I sit and wonder why
So let me tell you something Marie
The last thing I know is true
This will be the last song
That I ever write for you

Видео Queen Of The Avenue- Kyler J. 2024 take канала Kyler J