sadness fueled anime shopping haul (i bought my first anime figure and i hate it here) 😔🤲🏻💵

google unhealthy coping mechanisms and you will find this video. i think it’s very fitting that a series that causes me so much pain is my official reintroduction into anime hell lol.

i have been overcome with so much grief over all the series in this video that something inside me broke, and i went on an extreme sadness fueled shopping haul aka i also bought my first anime figure..... and it's bad. literally i feel pandora's box opening and i can't be stopped. i need to collect all banana fish figures before i die. if you can see in one of the very first clips in the video of all the things i was holding, originally i was supposed to share a bunch more manga and also drama CDs but the video was too long so i cut it out!! sorry hehe this video just became dedicated to my stupidly large banana fish haul LOL

ALSO if you have no idea what banana fish is and you're interested in watching, please check out this tweet! although it quickly became one of my all time favorite anime it's definitely not for everyone since it covers very triggering topics. all the trigger warnings are listed here! safe watching everyone! https://twitter.com/PRIMAGIRIS/status/1296083247231729666

lastly all the jokes in this video aside i'm extremely privileged and thankful to be able to support my favorite authors and series by purchasing official goods!! please consider either supporting your favorite series by watching from official streaming sites or purchasing the manga.

thanks for watching hehe i'm gonna go cry now bye!

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