i was stalked and bullied for years. i’m working through my trauma now.

hello! sorry i haven’t posted in a while. i’ve been working up the courage to post this video.

i feel like i’m finally ready to share about my chronic depression, trauma over bullying and stalking, and why i left youtube a few years back.

although i cried a little here and there this isn’t meant to be a sad video. i am so relieved. lately over the last few months i've been having more happy days than sad, and that hasn't been the case in a long time.

i still struggle with anxiety attacks and my relationship with social media still isn’t the healthiest, but i am taking so many steps to be better. i am so happy to be in therapy and i am so different from who i was last year.

i’m falling in love with myself again. i'm falling in love with old friends i've isolated myself from, and i'm falling in love with new friends i've let my walls down around. i’m falling in love with my audience, my job, and my content again. i’m feeling like who i used to be again.

thank you so much for being here. i am so incredibly thankful for everything.

Видео i was stalked and bullied for years. i’m working through my trauma now. канала Mei Yan