another impulsive head shaving | BPD edition

filmed in October 2018.

FYI: I'm okay and well after shaving my head. Yet again, another impulsive move by myself leading to emotional relief. No harm was done physically or emotionally. Hair grows back.

Yes, BPD is debilitating. I suffer from symptoms daily. This video is a visual representation of the symptoms I struggle with including my unstable self-image and impulsive behaviors.

Thank you for listening to me vent.

I do not condone shaving your head impulsively.

BTW, I have received so many comments on my channel asking my sexual orientation so I responded to viewers in this video.

This video is all over the place from responding to comments to vlogging to informational and educational purposes to showing viewers what it's like to have a borderline personality disorder.

I lost 45 lbs from the weight I was at in my first head shaving video to this video. I know saying I was "fat" at the weight I was at is ridiculous to some others as their body images differ from one another. Some of the things I say in this video appall me, myself, and I. This is the worst part of the disorder in a nutshell. I was having a horrid day.

Long hair does not define you as a woman. And having short hair does not make you any less of a woman. A woman should not be judged or perceived as a certain orientation by the hairstyle they choose. I struggled with my self-image and identity during this period of time while being bald. I was even scared people were going to think I was sick due to having a bald head and the stigma that comes with losing hair from chemotherapy.
p.s. I am currently in a healthy relationship with my supportive and loving soulmate whom I love to death.

if someone wants to count how many times I say the word "okay" or phrase "I'm okay" in this video that would be nice, thank you.

Watch my first head shaving video here:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CteTbNW2Jrs

Watch my boyfriend shave my head here:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7TV_9NpKD58&t=1s

Happy Halloween:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SEVQ4DhqV4Q&t=43s

Видео another impulsive head shaving | BPD edition канала Deathe GreapeR