Crystal Joilena Ft. BABYCHAOS - Not Saying That I'm Sorry (Official Music Video)

Crystal Joilena Feat. Babychaos
Not Saying That I’m Sorry
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Co-written/produced/mixed/mastered by Joakim Jolly Karlsson

Recorded with Pasquarella Recordings

Video by Silverfade Media

Lyrics
There was a time when you stood longer in my head than you did in my life
now you never cross my mind
I never knew what home felt like
but I know I never found it in you
I left the door wide open way too many times before
now I swear it doesn’t even exist anymore

Chorus
I’m not saying that I’m sorry
I’m not the one who made me a ghost
I only hoped to be the one you think about when you get lonely
I’ll stay with you ‘til the morning
It’s over now and I’m finally out

I had to break it to myself before I could escape
now I am more alive but I still feel the hate, I still feel the hate

Chorus

It’s the emptiness you feel inside
when you lie to your lover and tell them everything is fine
It’s the eerie things you feel at night when you try to convince yourself I’m not on your mind

Rose from the ashes of all my past mistakes
there’s always another way
and I’ll find someone someday

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