Crystal Joilena - Holy Misery Ft. Tommy Roulette (Official Music Video)

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Co-written/produced/mixed and mastered by Joakim Karlsson
Recorded with Pasquarella Recordings
Music video by: King Zabb

Music Video Credit

Scoops on bass -xscoopsx on Instagram
Zee Sanchez on guitar -thelowclasssaiyan on Instagram
Carlos Crowcell on drums -solemnvision on Instagram

Lyrics:
I raised myself
trauma was my only guidance
to sleep without one eye open
it was never easy

I’m so sick and tired of healing wounds
all that I admired spilled on the ground
I have chains around my heart
don’t act like you didn’t know it
‘cause you knew it from the start

Tomorrow I will say I’ll never drink again
I say that every time, tequila is a friend
drowning in bottles to erase all my memories
while saying that I’m fine, I’m not fine
maybe I will be someday but not today
I make a bed for holy misery to stay
say no or what
you don’t feel ‘cause
suffering seems so much safer
I know you think about me daily and I wish you’d stop ‘cause what you need is everything that I’m not

Chorus

Maybe I hate myself more than someone could ever love me, what if I have a fear of being lonely?

Can you find beauty in sorrow
sometimes I feel hollow
afraid of tomorrow
fear of the unknown, it keeps on taking hold

maybe I hate myself more than someone could ever love me, what if I have a fear of being lonely?

Chorus

don’t act like you didn’t know it, cause you knew it from the start.

Видео Crystal Joilena - Holy Misery Ft. Tommy Roulette (Official Music Video) канала Crystal Joilena