In Memory of My Angel Baby, CAYDEN - Stillborn at 40 weeks on July 10, 2008

R.I.P Cayden Wayne Quinlan...born on July 10th 2008 @ 2:32 am. 9 lb's & 21 inches long! Everyone wants to know why my son died only two days after his due date...?? %#@! And boy do I wish I had the satisfaction of knowing that 4 myself, but ONLY God knows that for now. What was supposed 2 be just another doctors appointment to check on my baby turned into THE worst day of my life! I had a totally normal & VERY healthy pregnancy. He was due July 7th! I went in for my routine weekly pre-natal check up on Wed-July 9th 2008, being just 2 days overdue & they couldnt find a HEARTBEAT! They sent me to the hospital to be induced, & in dis-belief of what I heard @ the Doctor's office, I kept HOPE alive 4 my BEAUTIFUL BABY BOY! I kept the same birth plan in place 4 him & I. And I labored & delivered NATURALLY with NO drugs. I just wanted to get him out as quickly as possible in hopes that we could revive him if needed! I asked if they could do a C-Section, but the Dr said that is a serious surgery & they only do it if something is wrong with the baby or mother...which #HELLO there WAS!! "But since you're fine and he's gone..we can't go that route!" Sooo...They started the pitocin drip @ 3:30 pm. & started contracting @ 6:50 pm. I only pushed for 16 min's & he came out @ 2:32 am. AS A "STILL BORN"..which is NUTS & drives me crazy because I felt him kickin me just the day before!!I signd off on a 3-way autopsy and it came back saying UNREMARKABLE.....UNREMARKABLE..UNREMARKABLE..on every square inch of him...UNREMARKABLE! A Picture Perfect #EarthAngel ..The only thing you will notice in some of the colored pictures is his skin peeling off. Kinda like when you take a long bath and your skin gets wrinkly...So when they wiped him down to clean him off some of his skin shed AND you'll see on his cheek it's in the shape of a HEART!! :( I thank you 4 all your prayer's NOW & 4 EVER!!
*****Honestly I just feel honored & BLESSED that I was even able to carry him for nine month's and 2 know what it's like to be pregnant! I can't imagine the pain a woman must go through that cannot conceive at all. What a miracle birthing a child is..Angel or not! I AM WOMAN HEAR ME RAWRrrrrrrrrrrrrr!*****
(((I Love You For 4EVER & EVER My Boy)))

UPDATE:

*Cayden is my one and only child
*The baby and toddler in the video is my niece and nephew.
*I still don't know what happened! (Stillborn is what the Dr's labeled this case as)
*Everyone you see in the video is family or midwives/nurses.
*Cayden's dad is not in this video. (The man I'm leaning on is my brother.)

*Cayden would have been ten yr's old this July 10th 2018 and I still don't know why. I don't think I ever will know why...while I'm here on earth anyway, but I do believe one day I'll find out. That's for sure. And no doubt I got the best angel a girl can have!

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