Bleed by Juliana Arriola (original)

thoughts from an anxious attachment:

sometimes i feel like i invest myself too much in other people. and i realize its partly my fault, its my choice to do so much and extend so much and go so many extra miles for others even when nobody asks or expects me to. why do i expect so much from others? why do i feel the need to be available to others? why do i bleed for people when i dont even know if they would bleed for me too? as if my life depended on it. and still i choose to be this way. why am i so desparate for love and attention?

writing songs is really helpful for me to process complex emotions i dont really understand. like taking a step back and taking a look at how i feel.

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