Update On Baby Jayceon, Diagnosed With Down Syndrome 🙏🏾

This video was recorded a day after baby Jayceon was born.

Update: If you seen my post from yesterday, you guys know that Jayceon was diagnosed with Trisomy 21 (Down Syndrome)

On Oct. 26th at 1am I just randomly had a Quick thought and something told me to go to the hospital. I was feeling totally fine with no discomfort but noticed that I haven't felt much movement at all from my baby for 2 days. (I'm always on the go so I didn't stop to think about it & def didnt think anything was wrong). About 30 minutes after arriving to the hospital, I found myself surrounded by a gang of hospital staff that informed me that the baby is not ok and they would have to perform an emergency C-section immediately.. Literally the scariest day of my life.

At 2am Jayceon arrived with his umbilical cord wrapped extremely tight around his neck and was barely breathing so they had to do some breathing for him. Literally, had I not went in that very moment, there was a huge possibility that he wouldn't have made it another day.

I had to leave the hospital without him While he was kept in NICU. He wasn't maintaining he's temperature and had to be kept under heat, he was breathing really fast and had to be monitorEd for that and also he couldnt take a bottle and has to be taught, which was much harder than I thought. Also he was given fluids for the 1st 2 days instead of milk per doctors orders.

TODAY.... currently he's been maintaining his temp and no longer needs heat, he's breathing is fine and he's taking a bottle here and there.... rotating between getting fed through a tube & bottle. So he's made so much progress. So the only thing we're waiting on for him to get released from NICU is for him to be able to feed with bottle/nipple full time with no complications.

As for me, Im up and down to the NICU everyday. Physically & emotionally, its easily been the one of the hardest times of my life. I'm just not the same in every way. Not sure if it's postpartum depression but the guilt, sadness and feeling literally dead on the inside is eating me up. On top of all of that my body hasn't had a chance to heal and bc of that I just started bleeding/clotting again due to being on the move so much ever since I had my C-section. Today, for the 1st time my husband forced me to stay in bed, so I didnt even get to see my baby today 😢 I'm anxiously waiting on my precious boy to come home.

All in all, Even though I can't understand/see it right know I believe everything will work out for my good and ill come out stronger than ever after embarking on this new journey. My God is a good God has purpose for me. Thank you again for all your prayers and kind words, for tuning in and supporting our family. It means everything ❤️

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