ericaceae, cannaceae, apocynaceae

my friends all got tired just before I got to arrive and I tried to wake them but they all got shitfaced tonight I wish that were me I wish I were unconsciously numb cause being awake with myself isn't any damn fun so I stared at flowers mispronounced their names at first glance and wondered if when they're hurt they give people one more chance man, flowers are selfish but when their feelings are just hurt they suck it in laugh it out cause flowers got a good heart but I'm a human and I don't feel so great I used to love but all I do now is just hate I'm a human and I know life's great I know I love but I choose to hate when flowers got anxious I tried to tell them not to hate and they bawled for hours and just repeated "it's too late" and flowers felt evil they don't think they deserve my time flowers tried alcohol then they obviously died but flowers are strong sometimes they have a hard time to bloom maybe it's the temperature or all this eternal gloom but flowers will glance at me and they'll replace my damn name Rogéria they said and that is completely okay cause I'm a human no pain is a start I feel empty but I feel my heart flowers told me I deserve a trillionth chance I may be human but I deserve a fucking chance at times I feel nothing courage and cowardice get mixed mistaking nooses for hope replacing help with a fix and I'm surrounded by flowers and flowers all surround me flowers embraced my solitude until they didn't look happy all i do is scurry away from sunny days cause i'm too busy worrying if i should say i'm sorry

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