I used to pray to become straight | reacting to my coming out video

hello and happy pride month to everyone (although I'm one day late oops). watching this again was very confronting and emotional. I can see I've grown a LOT compared to the last time I made my coming out video and I feel a lot more at peace with myself. I hope this video will also help you feel more comfortable with your own sexuality ♡

If you want to watch the original coming out video (and hear everything aout my mothA, my brothA and so on...)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GOxyj9FdwEM

TIMESTAMPS
00:22 why I wanted to make this video
04:15 let's react to the video
05:12 "I am gay"
07:25 first crush I ever had
09:47 when my gay cousin came out to the whole family
13:43 about bullying
15:37 acting straight when I was hella gay
15:55 the two types of coming out and how I came out to myself
18:27 "it was hard"
18:57 the turning point
21:57 two years in HELL (when I was the most closeted I've ever been in my whole life)
26:15 how a lot of gay people want to catch up on the time that was lost (candy shop analogy)
27:24 I've stoped trying to "FIX" myself
28:14 feeling like you have to be the BEST (because of internalized homophobia)
30:39 you deserve to love and be loved
31:53 at the end of the day, we just have to crack on

Thank you for watching

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