$UICIDEBOY$ CHILL MIX .V2

I bless you guys with another dope mix from the goats.
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The love of my life left me a little over a month ago and i've been going through so much recently.
I started abusing drugs, had multiple psychological breakdowns, dreams of her every night, every day feeling grey, the constant pain in my chest and my head, the daily dull chatter making me wanna paint the walls with my blood. I constantly wanna just end it and kill myself, thinking all the pain will just go away.
She kinda just dipped with no warning and immediantly started dating another guy, and it just hurts so bad because i trusted her.
Along with her, went literally every friend i had, leaving me here confused, dazed and depressed,
wallowing away in my house and rotting from the weather, wasting each passing hour as though that time spent doing anything else would convince me this life is worth living. I found this other lady though, and she's nice :)
I would break down crying and sobbing like a little bitch and be at my lowest and I remember $uicideboy$ is and was always there in the absolute most difficult times in my life. I listen to their music and they help sooth the pain, knowing that im not the only one going through all of this. So to say the Boy$ are important to me would be a major understatement, i love these guys so much and ik you guys too, so i made this :)
So sorry if i dont really upload that much, im just in a really bad headspace, and i needa work on myself.

(song titles are also in the video)

Видео $UICIDEBOY$ CHILL MIX .V2 канала AKIRA!