X-Files- Mulder & Scully, Afraid (MSR)

*contains some...uhhh... content ;) - plz don't watch if you might find objectionable*
song: 'AFRAID' by Sarah Fimm

well, I have been working on this vid for what feels like forever, and I don't really like it, but sometimes for me a vid is done out of sheer desire to not look at it anymore--
I always thought that the ep Milagro was showing that Scully experienced living without romantic love in her life as a sort of metaphoric death- ripping out her heart... And that she decided to allow herself to be with Mulder completely despite her fears. How tragic then that they only got this brief window of happiness together before Mulder is torn away from her again. This vid is about having an intense physical/emotional/mental NEED for another person-- and what if you cannot be with them?...its losing that which made you feel most alive and like dying all over again. I guess you might say I am not a subscriber to the Chris Carter 'chaste love is best' school of thought. I think once Mulder and Scully let go of the years of repressed feeliings- that must've been like one hella-huge dam breaking free and carrying away them both.
I don't know if I explained too well what I was going for here- but maybe you'll sort of see it :P

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Видео X-Files- Mulder & Scully, Afraid (MSR) канала snakey973