Shyanne Hayes - I’m Fine • prod @fewtile (Official Audio)

(Chorus)
I feel alive
But dead at the same time
I don’t know how to do this
It’s me that I miss
I need an ice pack
To put on my back
Because of the weight I’m carrying
And of the shit I’m burying

(Verse 1)
I wanna isolate myself
Put my emotions on a shelf
I’ll deal with it another time
When my hearts not on the line
When I’m not overthinking
I’m drinking and smoking
It’s not good for my health
Or my mental health
Is there a way out?
I need a new route
I need to get out of my head
But instead I’ll go to bed

(Pre-Chorus)
I can’t sleep
I can’t keep
Beating myself up
It’s ok to have a full cup
I met some new friends
Who are here till the end
I even met someone new
Who makes me feel brand new
I should use some coping skills
Or maybe some pills
It would probably help me
And hopefully set me free
From all this pain
So I don’t feel so lame
Maybe they’re right
I don’t belong in the light

(Chorus)
I feel alive
But dead at the same time
I don’t know how to do this
It’s me that I miss
I need an ice pack
To put on my back
Because of the weight I’m carrying
And of the shit I’m burying

(Verse 2)
I can’t help but have sadness in my chest
Because I feel like a fucking pest
I feel like
I wanna fly high as a kite
I wanna change
Turn the page
Instead I’ll unlock the cage
Bring out the rage
Shit I relapsed again
I should’ve counted to ten
I don’t care though
I really wanna die though

(Pre-Chorus)
In and out of the psych ward
Makes me feel so damn bored
Jealousy gets to my head
It’s why I’ll never be wed
I’m stuck in the middle
Because I feel so damn little
Everyone around here judges me
Can’t everyone just leave me be?
I also feel like a shitty human being
Will I ever be healing?
Will I always be a let down?
Am I always going to isolate from this town?

(Chorus)
I feel alive
But dead at the same time
I don’t know how to do this
It’s me that I miss
I need an ice pack
To put on my back
Because of the weight I’m carrying
And of the shit I’m burying

(Verse 3)
I’m stuck in a battle that I caused
And lord I feel lost
Where are all my friends?
They were supposed to be here till the end
I don’t wanna pout
But am I in drought?
I don’t know how to continue,
Fingers in the dark, trying to break through.
Things have been rocky in my life
Ever since I labeled her as my “wife”

(Pre-Chorus)
I cut myself with a sword
Something I shouldn’t have gone towards
I’ve only got my mom and dad
Maybe a couple lads
Can the world see that I don’t have alot?
I barely even feel hot
Things would be better
If I ever feel like I matter
I don’t think that’ll ever be
I think I’m just gonna flee
I wanna climb out of the pit
But I know I’ll get hit
I tell everyone “I’m fine” when I’m not
Then behind their backs I tie a knot

(Chorus)
I feel alive
But dead at the same time
I don’t know how to do this
It’s me that I miss
I need an ice pack
To put on my back
Because of the weight I’m carrying
And of the shit I’m burying

Видео Shyanne Hayes - I’m Fine • prod @fewtile (Official Audio) канала Shyanne Hayes