DARKEST PLACES OF MY MIND.....MINDFIELD| KATE 2013

Our mind can be like a mindfield of thoughts, worries, fears and everything in between. This is where my mind wondered and some dark places in my mind. There where definitely darker thoughts I would have but these thoughts in this video would circle me daily.

At the time i filmed this video back in 2013 I felt so stuck and so trapped. I thought i'd never escape the depression or know what I wanted to do with my life. As i've got older i've realised that true knowing doesn't always come but that as clique as it sounds, life is a journey not a destination. Getting things wrong and making mistakes is part of that journey and waiting for the perfect time to do something only leaves you stuck.

Looking back I can see I just needed to take a leap of faith and try something new. I was suffering with unknown health issues as well as trying to deal with my sexuality. I wish I could go back, give myself a hug and help myself to believe in me again.

These were my thoughts and fears in 2013 a very open and raw video. What are some of your biggest fears?

some of you guys might remember this video it was originally on my old Katest3r channel and I thought I'd share it with you guys. This was back in 2013, a video inspired by Myles Dyer. Sorry about the poor quality.

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Music used "At Rest" by Kevin MacLeod (Incompetech.com)

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