Till death do us part - Goodbye my love

Already six months without her. The day I had to let her go. I will never forget what I saw when I turned my head and had to walk away. It breaks my heart everytime. When I look back to these times together, I see how truly lucky I was. Now nothing is the same anymore. But despite everything, how bad it feels, I know you know that I'm strong enough. I know you are still with me. Even though I can no longer see you and hold you.

It will always be difficult for me. A very big part of my life is gone. I don't go to the horses anymore because she is no longer there. It's just gone. and I will always continue missing it. I know what you have given me, I will no longer have, or get one more time. and that's what makes it so hard. you were 1 in a million. Ofcourse I wished that you could be with me for many more years, but when I look back, you fought for me everytime. I know you didn't want to give up, you didn't want to leave us.You overcame so many colic attacks..and how you did that, how you came back as if nothing was happened, so strong. You have always fought for us.

We already had more time than the vet said she would have. I enjoyed every moment with her. 11 years long, the most beautiful time of my life.

I want to thank all of you for the comments under my last video, for the support that I've had, the sweet words. I have read it all. as I read it I have to cry again, how you thought about us, those beautiful words. how we were an inspiration for you. it really gives me strength and support. so thank you youtube, I never would have missed it.

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