Everything seems so hard lately - Original Song

Can you tell I haven’t brushed my hair ?
Sorry for my lack of motivation lately, I’ve been going through some stuff !
Anxiety is bad, I have medication but I don’t really like how it makes me feel
I’m working on getting better and being more myself again
Stay strong my sunshines it can only get better from here
I wrote this song so fast when I woke up aha

Lyrics :

Why does everything feel so hard
I’m so mentally unstable
Leave the past in the past
Why can’t I just be able
Treat my body kind
Instead of treating it badly
Now it’s starting to get to me
Since I’ve not been sleeping
Sleeping
Overthinking thinking

I know everything will be okay
Right now it’s just not easy
At least I got out of bed today
I hear the birds singing
Apparently slow and steady always wins the race
So one day I might be winning
But I’m just so tired
Tired of it all
So tired
Down I fall

Happy to sad
in an second flat
Excited then mad
Oh god I hate that
I see the sad in everything
When really I should be looking for the happy
And I haven’t got much to complain about
Except for I’m so fucking lonely
Chorus

Видео Everything seems so hard lately - Original Song канала Abbey Glover