Mamby-Pamby Land Revisited (My Tortured Eyes - - - W.A.S.P.).wmv

I have been very ill for a number of years now. All my videos and all the computer pictures are from this time. A couple of times I have been close to dying. And all this time weird things have happened in my life. Things that have made everything a lot worse than it already is. It has been very hard for me to understand. Sometimes I have been thinking that maybe I actually died - and woke up in some strange parallell universe. But no....

All these years I have been so traumatised by a lot of weird stuff - on top the illness itself. I have felt ashamed and weak - all sorts of negative feelings. I even believed that I was responsible for other peoples decisions. I just tried to figure out WHY all this stuff was happening. Well, I never got an answer to that.

Not too long ago I woke up from that false reality and finally I could see different things for what they really were = The Truth. I got angry instead. Very angry. (Thank you David Icke and Alex Jones.) And I wanted to express that in the few different ways I still can manage. I have been writing milions of things to people. I have been talking, speaking, screaming - but no one reads or hears a word of what I'm saying. And no one gives a rat's ass anyway. SO - therefore I have made a couple of new videos. That 's the best way for me to express my inner feelings. And this song - My Tortured Eyes - is right on spot.

Well, there are many things I really should have made videos about, but I'm too tired now. This past month's adrenalin-kick is wearing off.

Peace & Love
Ann Mari =)

http://www.hemsa.vildawebben.se/miset

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