What My Mom thinks I Want to Wear: 🥲

She's always been so strict with these for no reason. I get it you're worried as a parent but I don't wanna look like jojo siwa either-

I'm pretty modest and I like covering clothes but she always acts like I'm the biggest **** ever for wanting to buy some clothes that are not like her old grandma style 😑 not just with clothes I wanted to do gym as i feel kinda bad with my body and stuff she straight up uses curse words when I say so and same goes for swimming.

I made the video look funny yes but these get so irritating at a point she literally makes jokes about my body/hair herself and when I try to work on them it's just me being a Brat and going out of her hand. and I didn't even ask for HER money. I have my yt savings that she doesn't let's me use lol. and if I dare to talk back there's the
crocodile tears in front of relatives so that everyone thinks I'm the bad person that made her cry.

why? I'm 18+ I never said anything when I was a kid despite getting bullied over and over for how I look I never uttered a word i wore whatever she gave me. now that I'm of age at least let me pick some decent clothes.

that was probably a vent a very weird one I don't care I've stayed shut for so long only because I thought after I became adult I'd be able to take some decisions of my life.

I don't vape, I don't smoke, I don't hang around with weird ppl in bars, ive never done makeup only use some lipstick 1-2 times a year. I study hard for grades. I earn my clg fees from yt myself why is it so wrong for me wanting to wear some clothes I find pretty or go to a gym to improve body. or go swimming cuz idk how to swim. might be useful someday?
also I'm just searching for an answer I'm not overly "depressed" or anything about it it's fine i dont wanna hear "im so sorry that happend to you" in comments.

I just wanna know why this happening to me while I work harder than most ppl my age and have really low demands. ppl out there spend thousands from parents credit cards fail grades. get pregnant at 16? I never even bought myself a lipstick from my parents money then why do I have to deal with this awful behaviour?

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