CalArts Sketchbook 2020 // REJECTED

soooo I didn't end up getting into the program (as you can see from the title), but I figured it'd be good reference for ya'll AMAZING artists/ future applicants of CalArts
(P.s.: the yellow sticky notes r to cover up personal info and stuff - there’s no drawings underneath them!)
enjoy :)
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Some info so y'all don't need to ask ;)
Sketchbook : Strathmore Toned Gray 9x12in / 80lbs
(and random papers I found idek)

How long I worked on the sketchbook: Jun. 2019 -Jan. 2020

Is it worth applying : for me, yes. I know that my chances of getting in is slim (close to zero), the applying process is exhausting and both mentally and physically draining to say the least, but I still pulled through because I know if I don't I will definitely regret not giving my 110% applying to colleges. (It may differ between ppl, this is just my opinion)
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Why (I THINK) I didn't get into the program :
1. I pasted more pages than I drew on the sketchbook (CalArts specifically asked to draw directly on the sketchbook, but I ended up using two sketchbooks so I decided to combine them into one by shoving in pages and covering up stuff I didn't like with new pages) (really terrible decision I 100% don't recommend )
2. my skills aren't up there yet (yup, my art is just not that good! I've come to terms with that and I do hope I'll improve!)
3. hmm idk. REASONS..??
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Music by Gil Wanders - Dreams - https://thmatc.co/?l=3BCBB81D
Music by Gil Wanders - Heaven - https://thmatc.co/?l=BE5C9BCF
Music by Gil Wanders - It's Midnight - https://thmatc.co/?l=40BB5C5A
Music by Gil Wanders - Lost / Found - https://thmatc.co/?l=016242F7

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