Dystopia - Diary of a Battered Child

Smack!
My head hits the wall
Don't know why this is happening to me
A role model for me in this world
"Do as I say and not as I do"
Another slap across my face
Just to show me that you care
How can I fucking love you?
What love do you have to share?
None!

Someday there's gonna be hell to pay
For treating your son this way
You can't take my dignity
Without destroying your love for me

Oh ow! Don't hit me no more! Ahhh!

And you wonder why I hate your fucking guts
No time left for apologies
Fuck you
Grown apart from you

I'm told that I am stupid
You taught me all I know
That I'm so fucking worthless
And that my life's a joke

Curled up in a ball
Is how I spent my fucking life
I tremble in fear and I'm bloody
And I cant stop the tears from flooding my eyes
What have I done to deserve
The agony you call love
I got a broken arm and stitches
While other kids got kisses and hugs
Love / abuse
Ever since I was born
I get them confused
You never cared
You never will
When I die
Don't come to my funeral

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