The Villain - for The Lord

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The Villain

This is so very hard to put down on paper.
To let it stand, letting everyone make assumptions would be safer.

I could write it all down in one ugly mess.
Only later, claim I wrote it when I was very sick, exhausted, and under duress.

It is very true that I am in bad shape.
I have been sick for over six days and need to hydrate.

Yet, When I started writing about “The Reign”,
I tried so hard to be careful and not cause anyone pain.

I have failed miserably and almost daily had someone hurt or upset.
My writing is fiction, but the very best fiction has a basis in fact, personal experiences, and even regret.

The main villain in my current writing is not you.
It scares me to write this even now I tell you true.

When two lovers become one through lovemaking and marriage, they transform.
This joining combines their strengths and weaknesses often resulting into one complete person that can weather any storm.

Still, I struggle sharing this with you and all that may read this.
I do not want “who I am and what I am capable of” ruin our bliss.

If you have spent any time around me, you may have heard me say, “I am too much.”.
Over the years, I have made rules that restrain, temper, and such.

For you to see me unrestrained would potentially overwhelm, scare, and cause you to flee.
I have had people I loved do just that once they saw many sides of me.

It is like the possibility of cheating in our relationship.
I am just as capable of messing up in such a way, but I have explained the armor we equip.

In writing “The Villain”, I asked the question: “What if?”
What if I unchained myself and dove off that cliff?

What if you and I were left to live out eternity apart?
What wouldn’t I do to find you, fall in your loving arms, and hear the beating of your heart?

How far would I go If there was nothing to lose?
In time, would I drop rules I cling too? Is that what I would choose?
Would I go so far that even if I managed to reunite with you? I could be such a distortion of the one you loved.
Would you even recognize me or just run away after giving me a shove?

This is a situation we should never have to experience at all.
My hope is that once we find each other, we will fall together into loves thrall.

In my writing, I will push “The Villain” as far down and filled with despair that I can handle maybe even beyond.
I am going to show that love, grace, and the power in finding true completeness is the ultimate kind of bond.

God made us in His image alone.
His grace and love can bring the darkest of hearts into the light He has shown.

My love, you are not “The Villain” in my story at all.
The depth and breadth of the love we will share will overwhelm and awe.

I tell you this true, you will never have need to fear me.
The combined will of us both is unmatched except by our love that is meant to be.
My Truest Love

The Villain
By: Robin L-S Young (9-21-2021)
Tuesday, September 21, 2021
6:31 PM

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