DMS | pick yourself up.

idek how many times I've rendered and encoded this, but I'm impressed with my stubbornness. It didn't want to work twice again tonight, so I almost gave up :/

it took me roughly 6h to do this, so while it's not a masterpiece, I don't really care that it isn't. I don't edit to impress anymore. Sure I'd like to improve as time goes by, but I've grown tired of starting something only to lose faith in my abilities 20s in. I'm not pleased with everything in this, but I'm content enough to say I did the best I could.

So i quit 'professional' editing for the time being. Call it a hiatus or whatever, I want to avoid something that I really enjoy becoming a laborious chore.
thus I don't know what to write about this rn in particular. All I can think of is how it was nice going back to what I used to do editing-wise. expressing feels.This song is really lulling and soothing too, so that's probably how the feels started. xD

school has been back for less than a week but I can already remember how much I dislike it. It's keeping me busy and adding lots on to my plate. There's other stuff going atm as well, so this was a nice break.
May sound weird but, to anyone who's having a rough time, I hope things get better for you and improve eventually. Keep doing the best you can. Your efforts aren't for nothing.

and yeah it's an overused song but welp, when have I ever cared about that lol.

Видео DMS | pick yourself up. канала TheFallenAngel25