AATC - Sound Of Surviving (10k subs special)

Hi guys hope everyone is doing well and keeping safe.

I just want to say a big thanks for 10,000 subs, I still can't believe it. I never thought I would get 1,000 subs let alone get alone 10,000. I have been on youtube for 7 years. So big thanks for all of the support you guys have given me thought out the years. I was going to do a mep of my 10,000 subs special but I don't have time and with what is going on in my life right now.
I have not been doing too well. My mental health has been playing up. I have not been eating much and not wanting to do anything. You see, one minute I'm fine, and then the next I'm not. I have been forcing myself to eat.

I never thought I would feel so low to the point of feeling like ending it. Feeling like what's the point. I'm not realizing that I have been hurting myself when I have panic/anxiety attacks. I called the crisis team for support for mental health and they contact my doctor saying I need an emergency appointment.

I don't understand why I am feeling this way. I'm having to force myself to do basic tasks, like just getting out of bed or having something to eat. I know that my family will be devastated and feel like they haven't done enough to help if I choose to end it. That's what's keeping me going.

Having dark thoughts are so scary. Why am feeling this way? I feel like I'm a burden to everyone around me and they would be better off without me, but everyone says I'm not. It's how I feel, being told that I'm so brave but I don't feel like it.

I wish the pain would go away 🥺.

everyone says, there is a light at the end of the tunnel, but I don't see it.

I don't want to talk about it. Some of my friends know what going on and have been very supportive. So thank you

If you guys want to know what you can do to help me feel better. Talk to me, tell me everything is going to be okay. One of my friends is making me a video. To show me that I'm not alone.

The 12th of November marks, me being on youtube for 7 years.

I just wanted to say thanks for the support you guys have been giving me and my channel. It means

Well that's it for now
I will talk to you guys later
Bye 👋

✪ Masks used to make Manips Clips: Me, Chi-Chi Does Stuff, Alvittany95, and Areli Rios

✪ Song: Sound Of Surviving
✪ By: Nichole Nordeman
✪ Fandom: AATC
✪ Manips Videos: Me
✪ Bases: Me
✪ Drawing: Me
✪ Background: Me
✪ Outro: Scarlett Miller
✪ Watermark: me
✪ Program: SVP 18
✪ Time: Don't know

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