Kanda & Allen || Don't Deserve You

"you're everything I want"

they're like one of my top ships and I just really needed them to kiss and live happily ever after together cause their lives are fucking living hell hehe so I tried. implies gay sex shananigans so pls don't watch, if you are not into this stuff

this was inspired by several fics, esp the one where they slept with each other on the mission and then kept their sexcapades a secret from everyone, cause both thought that the other one doesn't want to be seen with him, and then they almost got caught kissing and Allen, who thinks he's cursed and ugly, jerked away and Kanda being a low-self-esteem-idiot that he is decided that he was ashamed of him and that Allen deserves someone better and decided to sleep with him for the last time and then pushed him away in the worst possible way... it all ended happily ofc, so hang in there:)

since many ask under many of my vids like "who dis", just quick synopsis for those who don't know them, they're both actually the most amazing human beings, who sacrificed literally everything for each other; their only problem is that they both think that they dont deserve to be loved, one thinks of himself as an ugly cursed one, the other one thinks he's basically a monster created for killing, hence this song, but in reality they're both so SOOOO amazing, they deserve the world. they also can't live without each other, so it's all like a huge tragedy tbh but hey hey don't we just all love the epic angst with a happy ending? haha

also they're not even besties or anything like that, so "they're just great friends" explanation don't even fit there, but they still gave up everything for each other, like true soulmates, so their relationship are like whole other level of... something else. ah, and Kanda is canonicaly bi.

but seriously... one is willing to die and get forever possesed just so the other could bury his ex in peace?????!! the other one willing to get his body destroyed cell by cell and choosing the life he hates just to go find him???!!! this is literal insanity *smh* if it aint love I don't know what is.

and that's what you've missed on d.gray-man lmao

all the info is at the end of the vid, as usual:)

Видео Kanda & Allen || Don't Deserve You канала Mrseclipse555