SWTOR: Nadia Grell Romance & Story

Letters from Nadia:

My dreams are so much better. For so long, I kept dreaming about what happened to my father. And then it was about terrible things happening to you. But they've faded now. I think it's the training, and just knowing I have someone who cares for me.

Now I keep seeing strange worlds instead. Battlefields and powerful enemies. Sometimes I'm surrounded by strangers, but it's like I should know them from somewhere. These dreams don't scare me like the others, though. I can always feel your presence somewhere close by, and I know there's no reason to be afraid.

Maybe they're prophetic? It's hard to remember the details. But if they are, it means we'll be facing these things together. That's a comforting thought.

--Nadia

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This is a little embarrassing (please don't tell the others). One of my cousins back home sent me some... well, the Sarkhai term means "gifts of bonding and happiness." They're usually given as wedding presents. I don't know how she found out about us, but I'm going to have some very searching questions for her later!

I suppose it was a nice thought. They're beautiful gifts, too. It's nice to see things that were created back home, and to know that my relatives are wishing me well. I've studied the Council's doctrine on attachment backwards and forwards since we've been together, but I still can't see anything wrong with being part of a family. Please share these with me; they're yours, too.

Except this bottle of thesum-bark syrup. It's my favorite, but I hear that if you're not from Sarkhai, it tastes a lot like medicine.

--Nadia

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I've been meditating on something. If we marry and start a family--yes, I know things are hectic right now, and there's a lot of decisions to be made, but if we ever do--I wouldn't want to keep it a secret.

Almost everything I've studied about the "perils of love" seems to be written by Jedi who've never experienced it themselves. They talk about "uncontrolled passion" and the "fear of loss" like they're poison. But these Jedi never discuss devotion, patience and compassion. Love's taught me more about those than the rest of my training combined. Those Jedi just dismiss love as "obsession," when love's the opposite and they don't seem to know it.

If the Masters are going to claim that emotional attachment is flat-out wrong, I want to know that they've experienced it, and still think that way. Love can make a Jedi less selfish, more humble and more devoted. We're the proof. I wouldn't want to hide that from anyone.

--Nadia

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