Venera "Disintegration (ft. Deantoni Parks)" _ with text by Blake Butler

"Disintegration (ft. Deantoni Parks)", from Venera’s self-titled, debut album out October 13th. Pre-order at https://venera.lnk.to/venera

[directed by] EFFIXX (@effixx) + Samanta Garcia (@dark___mesh)
[text by] Blake Butler (@blakebutler)

LIGHT THE MATCH AND WATCH THE WIRES FRY THE SKY THAT ISN’T

EVERY HOUR I AM STILL HERE I AM STILL NOT WHERE I AM NOT STILL

YES I BELIEVE I WANT TO BE HERE FOREVER BECAUSE I AM HERE FOREVER
ALL AUTHORITY IS THE AUTHORITY I CRAVE TO CONQUER SUDDENLY AT LAST
YES EVEN I BELIEVE I AM GOING TO EVENTUALLY LEARN TO WANT TO WIN
WAKING UP IN VASE-SHAPED CASES CONTAINING ALL ORIGINAL THOUGHT

THE NEXT DAYS ARE GETTING SIMULTANEOUSLY SIMPLER AND MORE DENSE
THE LIVING HOURS ARE SENSE-COMPRESSING AT UNSUSTAINABLE RETENTION
LIKE THE WAYS I KNOW I WISH TO SEE MYSELF IN YOU IN HAVE BEEN X’D OUT
LIKE THERE MAY BE ONLY ONE WAY TO RETRAIN ANY INTOLERABLE ATOMS

I KNOW THE WAY - I NAME THE TIME - I CLAIM THE KNIFE – I’M ON MY WAY
YOU WILL KNOW THAT I AM ME BY HOW I RETAIN NO OTHER KNOWLEDGE
REWINDING BACK TO THE ONLY ENDING BEFORE THE BEGINNING BEGINS
W/IN THE STILLNESS OF A WISH LONGER & LOUDER THAN ALL LIFETIMES

I AM TRYING NOT TO LISTEN TO THE WORDS IN THE SONG THAT I CAN’T HEAR
NO CERTAINTY EXCLUDED FROM THE POSSIBILITY OF MASS UNPACKINGS
BRIGHT WHITE STEELS BOLTS THAT HOLD THE CENTER OF THE THROBBING
WRITTEN IN THE WILL OF THE TIMELINE SPILLING MY MIND ALL OVER

IT ISN’T ALL OVER IS IT SAY IT ISN’T ALL OVER AND I WILL LISTEN THIS TIME
IF IT IS OVER I WOULD PREFER NOT TO HAVE TO BE ENCODED SO CLEARLY
PACKETS OF BLACK MOONS CRACKING WHERE MY LIPS MAKE NO SOUND
EVEN IF THE ERA CAN’T BE FOUND EVENTUALLY IT WILL HAVE HAD ITS SAY

WHAT IS INSIDE OUT INSIDE A SURFACE THAT HAS NO LASTING VASTNESS
NO ELECTRICAL IMPULSE SCATTERED THROUGH DEATH’S HANDICRAFTING
UB INFINITE CAVITIES THAT REVISE PROGRESS BY DEFINING THEIR AUTHORITY
LEAVING NOTHING THAT CAN BE SAID IN TIME TO CHANGE YOUR MIND IN TIME

WHIPPED BY BRICKS OF FLATTENED ATTITUDES I DENY HAVING LOVED
CRYSTALLINE PALACE WHERE YOU WERE SPLIT INTO MANY EX-WORLDS
ALL THE VITAL EDGES OF THE FIRST ANTI-LAW COLORED IMPENETRABLE
CRAMMED INTO THE ETERNAL FUNNEL YOU RIPPED OFF FOR COOKIES

YES I AM GOING TO BELIEVE IN WHATEVER I HAVE BELIEVED IN FINALLY
AGHAST W/IN THE TIME RIFT WHERE CARNAL FOLLY MARKED LAST RITE
YES I BELIEVE I WILL OUTLAST WHAT I AM GOING TO NOT NEED SOON
YOU ONLY UNDERSTAND YOU NEED THE LOCKS AS THEY CLICK ACROSS US

HOW LONG I HAVE WAITED FOR THE WAITING TO EXTEND BEYOND IT
BEYOND THE INFERNAL BEYOND THE INEVITABLE BEYOND IT REPEATING
WATCHING HALVINGS OF THE AIR OF THE NATURAL DISORDEREDNESSES
UNNATURAL TO HAVE TO WONDER WHAT BECAME OF HOW ELSE WAS

VAST GALAXIES I WOULD HAVE ASKED YOU TO FORGET LAST OF ALL
DON’T LET ANYBODY ELSE EVER SELL YOU A DIFFERENT

Видео Venera "Disintegration (ft. Deantoni Parks)" _ with text by Blake Butler канала Ipecac Recordings