June 2021 , My enthusiasm is lost and a motorbike

Its now June 2021 , ive lost all motivation to do literally anything, even getting out of bed is difficult. I’ve done nothing in the last six months , ive not watched television ive not really been interested in watching YouTube videos and my life is being taken over with forcing myself to get up and go to work , coming home completely tired , food , shower and going to bed . Yet my day at work is great , i feel ok and very cheerful but by hometime im done i want to sleep .. but my sleep is constantly interrupted nearly every two hours just waking up for no reason ? And some nights only getting 2/3/4hrs total sleep , getting a proper nights sleep is impossible. Home life is pretty crap , theres no motivation to do anything indoors either i just want to sleep . Im trying my best to run the Minifreakz club and setting up monthly meetings and club stands at shows etc , i bought the motorbike to hopefully bring myself back to life and bring some sparkle … but no , that hasnt worked …. The only enjoyment i seem to get now is going to see my mum every three weeks . Making videos for YouTube hasnt entered my head

The future ?
Im hoping to get some hypnotherapy through a friend to see if i can unlock whatever it is thats stopped me in my tracks ? Either im mentally unwell or im on my way out ? Either way time is flying by and i just wish i could close my eyes and not open them again

Feel so drained .

Thank you for reading this

Paul

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