Black Dog | PMV

Tomorrow (November 25th) is my BF's birthday so I thought I would post this for him!

This started out as just a vent but honestly I started to think about him and how much he makes me happy so. It turned into a Jack Appreciation Video (TM) so. Here it is.

And just . A big note to Jack because I feel like being gushy

I couldn't imagine life without you being as good as I have it now. You've been so fucking good to me despite everything and I love you for that and for everything about you. I love the way you make me feel better but also how you make me want to /be/ better, the steps I've taken to make my life better because of you. The way I've been able to open up more because of the confidence you've given me, how you've supported me through dealing with my anxiety and getting on medication and coming out... It's so much

I love you because I can tell you anything and you'll find a way to love me for it. I tell you the worst parts about myself and you either love those, or you love how I've dealt with them, how I'm trying to change. I love how we've been together for almost a year now yet I still get as excited as the first day you said you loved me.

There are so many little things about (motions to us) this that I love
- The way you get so excited about me remembering little things about you
- How your interests have spread to me, seeing the things that get you excited make me excited now too
- How what we've dealt with in the past, who we were, made us better suited for eachother now
- The fact that this is a gushy teenage love and we can cash in every bit of it
- How excited you get about my eyes (I still can't understand you when it comes to that they're GROSS)
- Anytime my mind wanders, it goes to you

There are so many things I could list and go on and on about calls with you and counting the days until I'll see you again and just.

You mean so much to me

You've made me want to be such a better person and I love you for that, I love you for the amazing person you are and the person you're working to be I love all of it.

Happy (Early) Birthday my sunshine, I love you.

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