just like you || animation meme vent

wow uh. venting abt this here is scary, but uh- yeah.
this is only explaining a VERY small portion of what he's done, and how it's affected me.

for context orange is a past abuser , though there have been some recent things that have happened too :(

but this is talking about how he used to threaten me a lot. he'd talk about killing me and kidnapping me and explain it very very ddetailed and it scared me a lot. he was also very physically abusive, and had once choked me outside of my school for me wanting to see my friends. ( this stuff will be brought up in a future video about dissociation in regards to trauma )

but i hate it because i've picked up on that violence and whenever i have intrusive violent thoughts or get mad i remind myself of him but i'm not like him i don't want to be like him !!
and when i do say violent things it's in a half-joking way when talking about defending my friends, but even then i feel like i'm becoming like him and that thought absolutely horrifies me.

but uh- yeah. i might remove the description because it's really hard for me to talk about this stuff, and even while animating i got really shaky , but hopefully you guys like the animation still !!

Видео just like you || animation meme vent канала STARBOY