Callux & Laz - ponder my demise (official audio)

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Produced by Callux

Lyrics:

[Laz]
Everybody say they’re crazy but I got some issues
Know I got some problems I can’t admit to
Could say I got some screws loose like everybody do
My foundation about to break, someone check the news
I could have a bomb strapped to my chest
Maybe I could finally find peace in death
Mom could barely buy a fuckin piece of bread
How could I believe what the preacher said?
I ain’t ever really wanna bang a set
But I was hanging with them boys who’ll swing the tech
They was cooking up chicken on the kitchenette
Tryna give themselves a safety net
Well I guess that we have that in common
My fam never done went to Bahamas
Now they listen to my songs it’s awkward but my flows got the hoes at the shows callin’
Don’t even get me started on my lust or all the drugs that I use as a crutch
Say it’s not a problem but we know it as such
Prolly came from feeling like I’m not enough
Last one wanna cuff
But I just wanna fuck
Expand my brain I done heard it enough
Yeah yeah yeah
I done heard it before
God particle inside of my blunt
Not hyperbole when I say that I don’t feel a thing sometimes
You can see it in my eyes
Always say I listen good while I ponder my demise
Even when I know I should I can’t seem to cry
Lord can you just give me one good time at least one time before I die
All about that peace and love
But it could go down in broad daylight

[Callux]
Lately I been thinking that I’m rotten to the core
Thinking about the nights that we slept on the floor
I’m looking for Jacob’s ladder or maybe heavens door
Cuz I got some issues I can no longer ignore
What you really know about break downs
Sorry that I freak out
When you speak
Too loud
New sounds
Put a feeling in my chest I can’t explain
Don’t feel bad when you don’t call me when I go insane
Imma die this way
How can I complain
When I got a flow like this
And a bitch like that
But the worlds so sick
And the worlds so mad
And its got me pissed
That I see pitch black
When all I ever really wanted was a fucking bag
I know it doesn’t matter but it mattered in the past
It’s easier to think about then thinking about the bad
Thoughts in my head that have led to the point that I’m at
I remember going to services for the bread
With the false pretense that we’d break it then
But we never broke shit but our will to live
Mood swings every other day
Know you’re sick of it
Swing on anybody in my way
Then I’m sick again
Hating everything I ever made
Then I’m lit again
Proud of everything I overcame
Then I’m givin in

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