this is what losing a best friend feels like.

hi i know this is a bit different from my usual videos,

but today is my close friend's 20th birthday. it's been 2 years without him and i wanted to share this painting of him on Mt. Kiltepan, Sagada with you guys. If you're wondering what I wrote around the canvas, it's a poem written by him back in 2nd grade called Heaven. :)

tell your friends you love them & check up on them from time to time. stay safe everyone and i'll see you in my next video. ♡

i know the lighting sucks, but i would usually paint late in the night or through the am

edit: hi, for anyone saying i’m using this video for “clout” and that it’s “evil”, that’s not the case at all. i made this video for his family, because they wanted to share it with all his friends and family during his death anniversary. unfortunately, it was cancelled due to covid. so, i decided to post it on my channel. i had no idea it would blow up or any of that sort.

music: now that you're gone by lewis ross (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lGRFHe_NUwQ)

i pretty much listened to these songs on repeat too: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4RqBjEZMDwU
https://youtu.be/kZIICuDBTqo

Видео this is what losing a best friend feels like. канала Ciara Gan