You Know ! This Is For Valasana Vaasi #emotional #sad

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1. The Distance Between Then and Now
My school old friends don’t know how much I miss him. They don’t see me pause when someone laughs like he used to. They don’t hear the way my voice catches when our teacher’s name comes up. We all moved on, got new lives, new jokes, new people. But some nights, I still set the table for two in my memories, and only one chair ever gets filled.

2. The Unsent Messages
I type his name sometimes. Just to see it on my screen. I write out whole paragraphs about the dumb little things — how I passed our old classroom in a dream, how I heard our song at the store and had to leave. Then I delete them. Because how do you explain years of silence in one text? How do you say “I miss you” without it sounding like blame? So he never knows. He just keeps existing somewhere else, unaware he’s the reason some days feel hollow.

3. The Ghost in Group Photos
We take new photos now. New friends, new smiles. But my eyes always search the edges of the frame out of habit, looking for him. He was the one who made boring days feel like adventures. The one who knew when I was faking a laugh. My school friends now are kind, they’re good, but they don’t know the version of me that only existed when he was around. And he doesn’t know I’m still carrying that version like a ghost.

4. The Things He’ll Never Know
He doesn’t know that I kept the note he passed me in math class. That I still remember the exact way he said my name when he was excited. He doesn’t know that every achievement since graduation has felt a little quieter without him there to roll his eyes and say “told you you could do it.” My life kept going. But a part of it stopped, right there at the school gate, and he never got the memo.

5. The Wish
I wish he knew. Not to make him feel guilty, not to drag him back. Just so someone else in this world would understand how heavy one absence can be. My school old friends see me now — functioning, laughing, okay. They don’t know that “okay” has an asterisk. That it means “okay, but I still listen for his footsteps in every hallway.” He doesn’t know how much I miss him. And maybe that’s the saddest part: that the person who shaped me most has no idea he’s still shaping the empty space.

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