I MET BTS & IT WAS A DISASTER (I will not talk about this situation again)

Hey guys,
This video was filmed about a month ago & I uploaded it for less than a day and took it down. The reason was due to that I thought I was able to move on from the situation and although a lot of the comments were very nice, I still had so much anxiety, more even when this video was posted. A lot of you did see the video when it was up so I thought I would no longer get questions in regards to this, but unfortunately I was wrong. As my channel grows, new subscribers are recognizing me, messaging me here and there on twitter dms, instagram dms, and Youtube comments about this. I do not want to ever have to talk about this situation again. I will not private this video like I did last time. I want to move on from this situation and no longer have my heart sink feeling like the whole fandom is going to hate me again because of this situation every time I see a message asking if I was the girl. I wish I could explain to you all the feeling I felt going on Twitter when this situation occurred and how hard it was seeing everyone hating on me. Yes, I was the girl on Ellen. I was 19 at that time and now I am almost 22 in August. I am now a very different person than I was before and I will not let this situation haunt me for the rest of my life. I am so tired of feeling anxiety every time this situation is brought up. I know those of you who messaged me are not meaning any harm, but it was not a pleasant experience seeing all the hate from the situation when it occurred. Please watch the entire video before commenting. I will no longer be talking about this situation, and I will continue to support BTS. I hope you all can understand where I am coming from.

Shila

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Видео I MET BTS & IT WAS A DISASTER (I will not talk about this situation again) канала Shila Bui