Let Me Down Slowly | Complete Crowfeather Weekend MAP

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The narrative of this map explores crowfeather's relationship with death, and grief. His father died before he could be apprenticed, and his mother lost a litter of three before he was born. He's prickly and antagonistic, with his mother deputy after his father who was also deputy, he has so much to prove, and Feathertail takes pity on this poor angry kid, and starts to help pull him out of his shell. But just when he starts to trust, to feel like its okay to care about people, she dies- right in front of him. She jumps and he reaches for her but there's nothing he can do, and then, she's gone.

The next time we see him here, its after the great battle with the dark forest. His mother, Ashfoot is dead, and he's so grief stricken, but has no one to turn to, no shoulder to cry on, because he's pushed everyone away. He turns to Nightcloud and asks her to please help him, and she does pity him, for all his flaws, she wouldn't wish this kind of suffering on anyone, but she can't keep setting herself on fire to keep him warm, and she turns away. Crowfeather is left reeling- he feels like he's watching a train wreck in slow motion. "Why am I so mean? Why do i push everyone away? Why can't I be nicer to people? Why can't I be better?" He doesn't blame Nightcloud for turning away because he knows she's right- he hasn't been good to her, and he doesn't know why. He can see all his flaws, he knows what he does and just can't stop himself and can't understand why.

He runs and runs and runs, falling through all his grief and memories and trauma, past every death that has shaken him, his father, the siblings he never met, Breezepelt's two littermates, his mentor, his mother, feathertail, his daughter Hollyleaf, and when he lands, he's a kid again, back in the cave that stormy night behind a waterfall, and when Feathertail crouches down to leap at the stalactite, this time he jumps first. In the final shot we see him as an adult watching sadly, because this isn't real. It's him realizing, finally, that he never moved past this moment, never left that cave. He's still stuck there in the flash of lightning before she leapt, unable to trust, to let anyone in ever again. Whoever jumped that night, years ago, they both died there.

Parts playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLUkmqbYrHayFEUa_2ZsSvyqP3wWIzGAnv

Part 1: Mic- https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDxdFgT-_N1VAq9-lKOmDQQ
Part 2: ChaoticKaydo https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-3ldgZZLswEi8O6nrSyZzw
Part 3: Asha Phaedra https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCU6HYdgXO_NhjiFtLPtYyYw
Part 4: AlaOst https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCkjgpoKH4h77-8NseZjKRXQ
Part 5: V0id 0f Stars https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCQVE54mM6R-LsM40LFWc25g
art 6: Akina Arts https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC1_1ztSgq317gH6A2ob3gHQ
Part 7: Arisuvi https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCRqAA5aL9Yf7YGZbvhBvXBQ
Part 8: ParanoiaaJayy https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCCXFqbdr0Og4sX-X7sgWB7w
Part 9: Coleslawxx https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-7eDjvA3Mr19zm63K-R6nQ
Part 10: Marsclaws https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzJhWQ3FiTw1tnf2jH8WMZA
Part 11: Puzzlii https://www.youtube.com/user/CandyIkishoneko
Part 12: lonely night https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC65kZALxlcFBzeF1w19jgbg
Part 13: Nirawa https://www.youtube.com/user/nirawa69
Part 14: Softkitties https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0gDdbsoUGVRVl36fhrFdJg
Part 15: pupkui https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCbip8yZ-gYYMjysYO54vExA
Part 16: SionnachAnimation https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCokmbFkiqJT7BRpDENKLl1g
Part 17: ArtisticWolf32 https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVc7OVpt5XaoTse5WQkSRIA
Part 18: CheekyTiger https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC1fhefDvEHcB8AiJ2QjQJKg
Part 19: Aviator Zoroark https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCS1MaAfV5TAc9LBY6S5RkPw
Part 20: Cranbuury https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCd7fce5qS32liBD-ZOfzF1g
Part 21: catmint https://www.youtube.com/user/TheSydneytoby
Part 22: Missy Dakota https://www.youtube.com/user/DakotaWolf08
Part 23: rageSnake https://www.youtube.com/user/WulfWhistle
Part 24: Nauro https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCLuSIerMNckB8b4FyhQrXeg + Mic- https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDxdFgT-_N1VAq9-lKOmDQQ
Part 25: Ocellifera https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCs-x8Yh09c5p0plVjvUmAeg
Part 26: Draikinator https://www.youtube.com/c/draikinator

Thumbnail by Lttleghost
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWXHGraQtZjZ06tZNrCSvvg

Song is Let Me Down Slowly by Alec Benjamin

Credits song:
Let Me Down Slowly Piano cover by Sing2Piano | Piano Backing Tracks
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pZUQsm_Pah0 *#*

Видео Let Me Down Slowly | Complete Crowfeather Weekend MAP канала Draikinator