He Dumped Me In Front of Everyone Because I'm Fat

"He was breaking up with me. In the canteen of all places... In front of everyone! I don’t understand why he would do this to me. If he's into skinny girls like her, then why did he ever get with me in the first place?" She thought to herself...

This video tells the story of a girl who gets picked on for being overweight. Eventually even her own boyfriend, who she thought loved her, left her. She fell into a negative spiral of self doubt and unhealthy coping mechanisms. Until one day she discovering running... She started with daily early morning runs which made her feel better both physically and emotionally. This was the first time she actually learned to lover herself. She reversed the negative spiral and through self-acceptance continued working on her physical and emotional well-being.

We chose this story as we believe it is important to love yourself no matter what situation you are in. If you cant accept yourself, it very quickly leads down a negative spiral of self-doubt and self-pity. As you learn to accept and love yourself for who you are, you'll see it will get easier to take steps to work towards the goals you value.

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“Hey, meet me in the canteen today, it's important”. He was breaking up with me. In the canteen of all places... In front of everyone! I don’t understand why he would do this to me. If he's into skinny girls like her, then why did he ever get with me in the first place?

I stood in the girls changing room with my back to everyone, staring at the brick wall in front of me while all the cute girls were getting dressed behind me. This was the worst time of the week, every week. But this time it was even worse. I put one arm into the sleeve of my shirt then I squeezed in the other one when suddenly….. RRRRRrrrriiipp!

“Oh my god”, I couldn’t believe it, my arm had just ripped through the seam of my shirt because my arms had gotten so fat. I continued to stare at the wall, I didn’t take a single breath for what felt like a lifetime as time stood still, then the silence was broken by the sound of girls giggling behind me. My heart dropped into the bottom of my stomach and I felt sick, I turned round and looked towards my only real friend there for reassurance and as I made eye contact with her, I saw her quickly try and stop laughing and keep a straight face.

I felt like the whole world was there to witness my humiliation, when really there were only 6 other girls in there. I quickly had to get the attention away from me being fat, so I made up an on the spot joke…. “Aaarrghh! There goes my useless mom again, shrinking my clothes in the washer” I said, "Yeah, hehe" a couple of them replied but I could tell from their expression that they weren't buying it. I then went to my usual defence mechanism and tried to join in laughing with them, even though I was crying inside. I knew I couldn’t keep it together for long so I turned back to the wall to hide the tear that slowly rolled down my face as I changed back into my gym clothes.

After this I quickly got dressed and edged my way to the door making sure not to make eye contact with anyone in there, like I was invisible, this is something I taught myself as a kid and it's stuck with me ever since. A bit like if I can't see them, they cant see me. As soon as I was out the door I ran down the corridor and into the bathrooms locking myself into the cubicle and sitting on the closed toilet seat. I was ready to make myself feel better the only way I knew how. By eating! I reached my hand into my bag and pulled out a bar of chocolate, the feeling I got while holding its crisp wrapper in my hand was instant joy. I knew it was about to enter my mouth and it couldn’t happen soon enough. Then, in a blink of an eye it was unwrapped and gone, but as soon at the chocolate was gone, the pain returned.

I left the bathroom in my gym shirt feeling so humiliated. Everywhere I looked there was another set of eyes that seemed to be looking at me. Did everyone know what had happened? They knew I was the fat girl who couldn’t even fit into her own clothes anymore? The remaining 4 hours of that day felt like 4 long weeks of embarrassment. Every class someone else was there to ask “hey, where's your shirt?” as if they didn’t already know what had happened! At the end of the day I approached my boyfriend who was standing with his friends.. I needed his love right then, but as I got to them they were all laughing and stopped as soon as they saw I was there. I couldn't believe it. I turned around, and walked the long humiliating road home knowing the only thing that was going to make me happy was my fridge!...

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