this is how it ends.

read, please.

i'm alive!

wanted to prove myself that i can still vid.
got million hours of crashing vegas, restarting my computer, re-rendering and cursing. aggghhh, i need a new laptop desperately!

anyway, there's a little something i'm not particularily happy with as it would have turned out much better and much different if i didn't suffer so much while editing. my bad computer is limiting my options when making videos and i hate it so much, but i'm planning to buy a new strong laptop and then i'll probably get back to vidding more often.

i've been lacking of ispiration lately and i know that many of you are subscribed to my channel because of larry videos and many of you are now expecting a 1d related video from me as i haven't made one in ages. well, i feel the least inspired to make this kind of a video tbh. i'm not saying i won't ever make another one, but unless something major happens in the fandom (and you probably know what i'm talking about), i don't think my inspiration is coming back anytime soon.

i wanted to thank everyone for supporting me by staying subscribed to my channel and still giving feedback on my videos. i haven't been very active on youtube last couple of months, i'm not very up to date with what's going on in my sub box either as i don't have much time to do so and i know i'm missing out a lot of wonderful videos. i've lost contact with a few people i used to talk to here on youtube which i feel sad about, i'm not running my yt facebook page anymore either. the only place on internet where i'm active everyday is my instagram account, so if anyone is interested in following me and maybe keeping in touch with me that way, feel free to follow me (and if you follow and we know each other, please, let me know who you are in case it's not obvious, i'll be happy to follow back and to hear from you and stalk you :) and well, same applies even if we don't know each other :P)

IG: jaybe_e

to sum up - thanks again for being my subscriber, liking my videos and staying here even though i don't upload videos as often as i used to. this video is nothing special, but i was really happy that after such a long time, i was inspired enough to create something :) enjoy the rest of your summer guys! x

Видео this is how it ends. канала JennynQa