My Children Wished Me Goodnight And Never Saw Me Again

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It’s hard to wake up everyday and put on a brave face, even when you’re feeling a mess inside. Pretending to be happy is difficult enough, but I also have had to pretend that I love my children. Even though I don’t.I’m Amelia, and I was fifteen when I got pregnant. I was studying for my GCSE’s and was predicted to get really good grades. I planned to go to Medical school and become a doctor. My teachers and my parents told me I’d go far, and I believed them. I had big dreams for the future and couldn’t wait to make all of them come true! But, oh well...I’d been going out with Edward for over a year before I lost my virginity to him. I really loved Edward and being with him felt just right! We were always careful though when it comes to sex.We always used protection, that’s why when I missed a period, I didn’t think anything was wrongand I was so busy cramming for my exams that I didn’t notice. It was only when I started to get fat that I realised something was wrong and I took a pregnancy test. It was positive. A doctor confirmed I was pregnant, four months pregnant to be exact. It was too far along to do anything, even if I had wanted to. I was really helpless. Edward was so excited that he was going to be a parent. But I wasn’t. I knew this child was going to ruin my life but I didn’t do anything about it. I had a baby boy who we named John, and the three of us moved into a council flat. I had to drop out of school to look after the baby while Edward went to work. With no qualifications the only job he could get was as a pot washer in a restaurant. But he worked hard and got promoted to chef. He was soon earning so much that we could afford to buy a house. I was pleased for him, but also a bit resentful. Why did he get to make a career for himself, whilst I had to stay at home with the baby?Two years later it happened again. I was tired and felt sick and just knew. A thin blue line confirmed that I was pregnant for a second time. I didn’t want this child either, but how could I tell Edward I didn’t want his baby? So I had the baby anyway. It wasn’t easy to keep my feelings to myself throughout the pregnancy, but I managed somehow. I lied and pretended to be happy. It was a girl and we called her Evie.For the next two years I stayed at home and looked after John and Evie, whilst Edward carried onworking. He soon got promoted to head chef. He then proposed to me with a beautiful ring and I said yes, because it felt like the right thing to do. On our wedding day, everyone told me how lucky I was to have two beautiful children and a gorgeous husband to look after us all. But deep inside, I didn’t feel lucky. I hated my life and the person I’ve been become after giving up on my dreams and being stuck with my children. I really hated my life, and I even hated looking in the mirror. Every time I saw my reflection all I could see was how having children has changed me. My tummy had loose skin and was covered in stretch marks, I had frown lines on my face and
was getting grey hairs. And while all my school friends were going on exotic holidays and gettingpromoted in their careers, I was stuck at home with two children. I couldn’t even get a minute’s peace to myself. The only thing keeping me going was Edward. He looked after the children, even if he had worked a long shift. He cleaned the house when I couldn’t face getting out of bed. He cooked the children their tea when I could only sit and cry. I didn’t know what I would do without him.Then one day it all changed. Edward came home and sat on the sofa with his head in his hands and just started crying. He told me that he couldn’t cope anymore. That he couldn’t work every day and then come home and do everything around the house. He said he didn’t want to be with my anymore. That he no longer loved me. That night he packed a bag and left. We were over.

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