I was waiting for her visa to get rejected. It didn't.

I thought I'd feel happy for her. I really did.
My junior got her visa approved, married her boyfriend, and is starting a whole new life abroad. And I smiled and said congratulations while something quietly broke inside me.
This isn't really about her though. It's about what her leaving made me realize about myself, about how long I've been standing still watching everyone else move. New jobs, new countries, new lives. And me, unable to afford to lose the one thing keeping me in place.
I want a life that feels like I actually chose it. And I haven't figured out how to get there yet. But I'm done pretending I don't want it.
If this is you too, you're not alone.
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