(Animation) My R MAP, Part 5 [Fursona/TW: Suicide]

kinda a vent but not really i got over it last year lol

okay so bASICALLY for context-

When I was in Kindergarten and Primary School I got bullied a lot for being gross and developed this really unhealthy mindset that I don't feel like explaining for obvious reasons, and when I got promoted to Secondary School two years ago I wasn't used to people not hating me to the point where I felt like I couldn't function as a human being and had trust issues so uh yeah;

The part where it said “Everyone ignores me” is supposed to represent how scared I felt at the time because people weren’t making fun of me (well they were at first, they tried stalking me until I had to hide in the school bathroom but they stopped after a few months or so) and I was really scared of making friends because I thought they would betray me like my old schoolmates did.

“Everything’s stolen from me” is supposed to represent how I felt like the cruel world I had adapted to for so many years was suddenly gone, “stolen”. It was so weird and felt so wrong.

“I don’t belong anywhere” is self explanatory.

But I got over it and made some pretty cool friends so-

Original MAP (Leo -Leo)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f2XXcyUKXhM

Original Cover (Kurokumo)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p9iotI6mj9c&feature=youtu.be

Original Song (Kurage P)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ocAKhyWuawo

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