Toxic (MEME)

when u battle ur self

EDIT: 8/24/2021

I know I've been gone for quite some time. I went through surgeries in order to walk again, I was able to fully heal so now im coming back to YouTube. BUT I'm no longer a storytime person. I left the community unsubbed from that stuff, got off a lot of social media. I'm sorry about the videos I made. I was suicidal once I left YouTube again but since then I've made great strides and I don't want to be represented by that content any longer. Especially the depression vids. I didn't know how to live correctly BRUH IM SO SORRY I WAS GRASPING FOR STRAWSSSS

I had to do a lot of self work and now I'm so much better mentally, I'll never go back there. I was broadcasting my mental illness and didnt know it. LIKE LEGIT.

SO.

From now on I'm going to be focusing on music vids, short films, and my own original characters. I know people want to hear about my life and stuff but I've deemed that too personal to put out now. Gotta be my friend irl now OOF but that's better for me and better in the long run. You've seen all the drama that channels get into and I'm not on youtube for that. I'm here to make stuff that I can be proud of.

This meme kinda showed the struggle I was facing. My real self vs my mental instability side. They've come together and now I'm whole again. I can't rewrite the past but I can continue in a more positive direction instead, one where life is more sweet.

Видео Toxic (MEME) канала shgurr