holy f*ck 2020 is the worst year ever but im ok | vlog update

this year has been so f*cking tough, im in a hotel again and i dont want to be but i guess its just a hard knock life. basically im just updating you on how my life is going at the moment. I'm stuck in this hotel room and i literally am so tired. I dont wanna finish the beat im making, I dont wanna draw. I'm tired of people controlling me and I dont f*cking feel good. like 2020 got me messed up man. this isn't a coo year but at least making decisions on my own. I bought a car and the fact that it was taken under my belt when i relapsed is justified but seriously im so done with this year. My birthday is this month and the fact that i'm gonna be 25 and not caring about my grammar on YouTube is so lame. I just wanna go to bed and wake up stable but stable is so boring and the wave of a roller coaster of emotions is so thrilling. I love the thrill and the adrenaline of danger. it excites me. Life is cool but how much longer am I gonna have to struggle for. I love you guys and I love the support you all give me. I just wanna love and be loved and do it right but idk what the best thing to do it. Have a good Night. Viv G aka Deathe GreapeR

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